Why do you think I can’t fucking hear you talking shit about me? I hear what you say about me, how I’m a slut and that I’m fat. Honestly do you think I’m deaf is that it? You’re so fucking ridiculous. It’s because of you that I’m so insecure that I have New cuts on my body after years of not cutting. All the things you fucking say to me, to other people about me. You wonder why I want to leave so bad, well this is why. You don’t care, you don’t love me. I’m just another mouth to feed to you. You aren’t my family. Not anymore. I don’t have one. One day I’ll be gone and you won’t even miss me. One day I’ll be dead and you won’t even know. One day I’ll be covered in all these scars written with a blade from your house. One day I’ll walk away. My family will not know you. They won’t care for you. I’ll be a faded memory you will shake the day I leave. I’ll leave just wait, I’ll disappear and be gone from your life just like you want. Fuck you and fuck all the stupid stuff you made me believe about myself.
I crave intimacy but I get confused and uncomfortable when I’m shown even the slightest bit of attention or affection.
if you can pull off a beanie you can pull off my pants
I hate it when you really need to talk to a friend about something important because you feel like your world is crashing down on you but they act like you don’t exist until their problems occur.
I wonder how many stranger’s stories we make it into? You know, maybe someone saw you in passing and told their friends about how pretty the girl in the lavender sweater was. Or maybe they overheard you say a joke and repeated it to their friend, confessing that they heard it from some guy at the store.
IM SO PISSED OFF THAT WE DONT HAVE BALLS ANY MORE
I WANT TO WEAR A HUGE DRESS AND BE COURTED AND DANCE AROUND AND HAVE MY GOWN SWEEP THE FLOOR AND BE ALL ELEGANT AND GRACEFUL WITH GLOVES AND SHIT
BUT NO WE HAVE DUMB HOUSE PARTIES WITH CHEAP BEER AND RED CUPS AND HORNY TEENAGE BOYS WHO PUT THEIR HANDS UP MY SHIRT
for a second there i thought you were talking about testicles
So did I